i am so far from perfect

i am clumsy at times. i laugh at the most inappropriate things. and i am so much dumber than people think that i am.

i know how to fake it. but i am threatened and lack confidence when people have the ability to see the real me. i question myself frequently.

but when i love. i love completely. i never doubt those feelings because they don’t come quickly or easily. and when i love it is not something that i can control and i will love until i’m told to stop. even then, it’s impossible.

i am so far from perfect.